i feel so useless yesterday.

i feel so guilty today.

i feel so frustrated today.

i feel so down today.

i feel so hopeless tomorrow.

blah.

i love my science teacher.

He's the only one who give me hope/encouragement to move on.

thanks.

randomly, my dadi said he found his long lost friend named PARK YJ.

LOLS.

and randomly, i shall end here.

CHICKEN TOAD!
I GOT D! *TOOT* HER!!!
*TOOT* LAH!
wah wah wah wah wah wah, i feel like crying!
That time say never talk, now talk then give lower mark!
what the man.
I GONNA TALK AS MANY AS I CAN
AND PROOF TO HER!
CHICKEN TOAD!


watched the guys played rugby!
seriously, its fun to watch rugby than soccer.
THEY ARE SO HIONG!(ROUGH)
and you will go W-O-W! automatically, you clap for them.
training in the rain today.
all of the juniors' leg are numb after the tryout session.
this time round, didnt met any fun friends:(
all got their own friends. when pair up, all got partners.
I have to rise my hand and ask:(
MEIYANG, JOIN RUGBY!!!


i dont kno why the senior gave a face
when we didnt pass the ball well.
Afterall we are new, and you were new when you first played it too.
got one senior quite fierce, did 10 pumping from her.(all of us)
after training, played *i-dont-kno-what-it-call* trail rugby.
not so hiong like the guys. We only touch and go, touch and go. but fun though.
If you are a sprinter who can run super duper fun, you sure own the game. haha.
thats what i think cause saw some senior girls, they jusmyt run all their way to the line.
Pro sia.

my legs are wobbly.
got to go SLEEP!
TATA!

SCHOOL TODAY.
After SCHOOL, went for RUGBY TRYOUT!
I TELL YOU, ITS TOUGHER THAN EXPECTED
RUN AND RUN AND RUN.
BUT overall was FUN, as i met new friends:)
they are cute and funny, cant stop laughing with them.
Although majority is Malay, FUN:):)
They taught me bad words, hahahahaha!
BAD WORDS NOT=BAD FRIENDS:)
So funny lah(PS, inside joke.)
AND IM SLOW LA! timing also slower than others.
At first got selection but after that they change into all are selected
but just that if got competiton, they will select us.
I wanna quit at first, but thinking of them, i think im gonna continue on. lmao.

After training, Chiong to workplace at jp.
Had farewell supper party for Alex.
Run for rounds= lose weight.
but after eating supper = GAIN DOUBLE WEIGHT!
Hahahaha.


Joyce came to join us. Then Alex said his last farewell words to each of us.
and im touched by joyce's words!
Alex:" Davis pro liao, every know, VM all know."
Jennifer:"ask her go Kids, Woman or Man, Okay but ask others, HUH~!"
then Joyce:"Davis has really improved as compared to
the past!" ahaha which means i made it:):)
For your info, when i was still new, i only FOLD FOLD FOLD!
after kanna scolding, then transfered to JP,
don dare to fold liao, and SERVE SERVE SERVE!
NOW, i STILL GOT FOLD FOLD FOLD, but LESS FOLDING:):)
But getting stress now, as got one part timer sales' contribution hits 1k!
I was shock! gonna serve if not... lols.

TB after that, drank a sip of it, thanks to my darling, she helped me drank all:):)
if not my face will burst.
So hope Alex will be successful in whatever he do in the future!
HAO YOU MAN TIAN XIA!
LOLS!

SWEATING IS FUN~ I FEEL LIGHTER. CHEY BA~~~

JEBAN playing CS infront of the class using wireless projector to project it on the screen.

sick.

fcuking emo now.

alot things made me mad and sad.

HAIS.

work=sian.

everyday work 6-close.

i don understand why some people have GF/BF,

yet they say that they are meeting their friend?

clueless.

Luckily a PIECE of good news. I finally got a B:)

gtg emo.

byebye

We managed to finish 3/4.
this is the KAMINABE. NICE OKAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM!

sch, up till now is still manageable. But i jus cant stand myself of not speaking up!

Stand at the back is still okay but standing infront then i NERVOUS!

AND FINALLY I GOT A B!(out of the 4P i tackle last week.)

(i got straight Cs for all the four days.)

BUCK UP BUCK UP BUCK UP!!!

TOMORROW MY CLASS IS WEARING BLACK!

hahahaha, like hei sei hui! lmao.

gtg, byebybe

I LOVE HIM! HE's CUTE AND COOL!

11April.

Celebrated with my dearest sisters.

Thanks for the surprised and balloon:)

12 April.

The day i was born 18 years ago.

Went shopping with PSJYQ.

Bumped into SH and shopped with her.

joined PSJYQ back in a Hk cafe.

Ordered this Special Happy bdae Drink.

Waiter served us and our jaws all dropped.

CAUSE ITS SUPER DUPER ULTIMATE BIG(= ONE PAIL OF MILK TEA)

Shared by 8 people.

Went home early, celebrated with families.

Web cam with PSJYQ while they were at Ning's hse.

THANKS PEOPLE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
im 18! which means another step towards Adults life. AW~
THANKS FRIENDS, FOR GIVING ME SUPRISES ALL THESE FEW DAYS.
PSJYQ and Of cos my dearest SISTERS:)
THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES TOO:)
MY NEW POLY FRIENDS, CLASSMATES and ETC!
THANKS FOR THE BALLOON!

I LOVE YA ALL:):)

WHO KNOWS ?
YOU THINK YOU KNOW BUT ACTUALLY YOU DONT KNOW.
ARE U ASSUMING ?
ARE YOU INFLUENCED ?
I KNOW YOU KNOW, BUT WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW ?
IF U CLAIM YOU KNOW, PROVE IT THAT WHAT YOU KNOW IS TRUE. IS YOUR PROOF THROUGH OBSERVATION ?
RELIGIOUS BELIEF ?
LEARNING ? OR ?
THEN WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW ?
KNOWING CAN BE IN MANY FORMS, SO NEXT TIME IF YOU KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY KNOW,THEN THINK WISELY WHETHER YOU REALLY KNOW AND HOW YOU KNOW.
SO NOW, WHAT DO YOU KNOW ?

i know, you know, WE KNOW!
im beat to know.

AN BAD DAY however a good ending for the day:)

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
went out at 7.55am!!
Reached cg mrt, top up my school card. CANNOT as it was nt activated!
nvm, bought standard ticket. met MQ and MY.
THANKS TO A GUY WHO JUMPED DOWN THE TRACK AT CCK MRT,
all of us was late. HAVE to WAIT LIKE 2 train then we can board.
Was panic as we were going to late. When we were about to
take cab, the 3rd train came.
AND BLOODY HELL 0.5 will be deducted from my daily grades.
Go out at 7.55am still late for school.
ROAR. got fed-up over this matter.

had our first lesson. "CONFLICTS"
after 1st and 2nd meeting, we have our presentation at the 3rd meeting.
half way through, daph's com got sudden hang. made us all panic again.
luckily her mouse still can move.
Overall our comments were good.

Had quiz and then the RJ.
another nb work.
the question TOTALLY STUNNED all of us.
Anyhow write, i submitted.

Met PSJYQ at jp's fish and co. thought was a simply dinner.
in the end it was Me and Zhen bei's birthday celebration in advance.
THANKS GIRLS! I LOVE YOU ALL!
the waiter and waitresses made me and zb stand up on the chair
and with our hand holding a sparkling stick.
Then, they do their cheer for both of us. Super pai seh as alot of ppl
looking at us. took photos. ate the cake.....blah blah blah....

shopped around jp and went home.
LOVE THEM.

TML's school again. I WILL NT BE LATE!!!!

food and more food!

while working, saw ks and wx:)
its really a LONG TIME NO SEE FRIENDs:)


Met 2 weird guys today, after work.
1st guy.
went to throw rubbish at level 1 near the carpark.
when i step out of the lift, a guy said:" going home ar?"
me:*give the do-i-know-you-look*"ya?"
guy 1: "tml working?"
me:" huh?"
guy 1:" *repeat"
me:"tml i nt working.* continue to give that i don-kno-you-look*" and walked away.
After throwing the rubbish, i walked the direction back.
guy 1:" BYEBYE!"
me:" erm, byebye *giving a fake smile"

So i walked to the interchange wondering who is he.lmao
Went to buy drink at the pasa palam stall.
While waiting, i looked at another guy with sleepy eyes, and he
said:" wanna sleep ah?"
me: *nods my head
guy 2:" oh, faster go home and sleep, faster go home and sleep!"
me:"orh, okay."
guy 2:"ya faster go home and sleep and miss me hor!"
me:" ?okay, byebye?"
Went to buy fishball of the same stalls.
He again rush to serve me.
guy 2:"AH, eat liao faster go home sleep, BYEBYE!"
me:"erm, okay, byebye"
his friend laughed at him.

walked to 187, feeling weird.

i dream of something weird too.
dreamt abt me operating my own stomach,
and wan my mum to sew it back.
WEIRD HUR!
crazy dream indeed, or i watched too much drama. LMAO.
wat a strange day.

yeah, this is my team:) CHEEKY CHA:))


TIRED AH! went for FOP and work after that for yesterday and today.
1nd day of orientation was quite fast. Reached school at 9am sharp.
1hr later, breakfast. 10.45am start class again. and we had our UT test.
Then we have lunch at 12pm and starts at 1.15pm.
Class ends at 2pm plus. super fast.
Meet new friends of course. Sheni(or shelly) and __ Juan( cause she speak TOO softly!).

today, 2nd day of FOP.
ORGANISE by our cypher club!*claps.
ice-breaking, amazing trail around school, cheers and more cheers, lunch and talks.
my another team is totally an asian team.
we have people from sri lanka, mynmar, vietnam.)
Their names are unique! eg: Moo Moo, Pho.
Managed to learn their languages too:)

Headed to LT for DBA talks.
We were needed to form a team and help a model to design clothes.
We all suggested for "open numbers" to chose one model.
and suay suay, i count the number and the last number landed on me.
NO CHOICE, be model. BUT in the end, MY WAS THE MODEL!
so dressed her up into a nurse.
After tht, she had her catwalk at stage and gave a goodbye kiss! LMAO!
Unfortunately, we didnt won but we had fun and experience:)


Headed home, raining heavily.
rest awhile and went to work.
OKAY, got to go SLEEP liao.
sayonara!

MY HUBBY MY HUBBY!


PHEW! NEARLY SAY SAYONARA TO THE WORLD!
cause i was chatting on my phone with my mama, and i thought
the green man light is on. SO I CROSS!
THE CARs that is coming to my direction HORN MI!
Thinking of whether to move front or back, i quickly ran backwards.
FEELING PAI SEH, i quickly walked away.
People who saw sure label me.
AH!! THANK GOD!

LUCKILY the cars were not at their fastest speed.
gonna sleep, tml going for orientation.
SO NERVOUS CAN!
EVERYONE I KNOW ARE IN DIFFERENT CLASS!
FCUK!